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What is love?

What is love? Is it the feeling you feel when you’re with him/her? Is it the butterflies that surround your stomach when he/she on your mind? Is it the aching feeling you get when you’re far away from them? I don’t know. I’ve never been in love. I’m still waiting for the right person and the right time that God says is right. I am patient  with God; even when I don’t want to be. For those of you that are teens or not even teens yet I can promise you that you are NOT in love. You are too young to know what love is. I know what your thinking; Erin, you’ve never been in love how would you know that I’m not in love. I know you are not in love because you’re too young; not fully experienced life.

If you think you’re in love good for you; but it’s not true. You will realize that when you are older. I will find love when God wants me to and when he sends the right man into my life.  I don’t know when that will be but I’m fine with my life. I don’t need a guy to make my life worth living. If you think you need a guy to make you happy you must not be living life right. A guy can not complete you; only God can. You may think I’m wrong; but I’m not. If you do not believe in God; it’s your loss. I can tell you for sure you’ll never really understand life without the Holy Spirit living in you. You will never see things the way others do without the Holy Spirit breathing in and out of you.

What is love? Is it wanting to be beside them every waking moment? Is it saying I love you even though you don’t mean it? Is love about fighting with the one you “love”? I’ve never been in love but I know that’s not what love is.


Add a comment April 29, 2010

Don’t even get me started.

Don’t even get me started on the whole Miley Cyrus stuff. I mean she is not my favorite person in the whole world. And I’m not a fan of the Hannah Montana stuff but I do think she has a really good talent for acting. In the Last Song she did an amazing job but nobody will give her the time of day because of her past. They just can’t look passed her history which really makes me mad. I know I said that the Last Song would not be a classic because Miley was going to be in it. But as I started watching trailers and reading the book I really got into it. When I saw the movie I had very low expectations but after I saw it I really liked it. She did an amazing job. People don’t believe she had it in her but boy did she. People need to step away from her Hannah Montana acting and see the Last Song because it is worth it. You may think she is a so-called “Slut” but at least I’m giving her a chance even though I don’t like her that much. People better get used to seeing her face and her acting skills in movies because when the last season of Hannah Montana ends in the summer she is going to put her music on hold and work on her acting and get rolls in movies.  It just ticks me off to see people say crap about her when she isn’t that bad. Yeah she did have those times where she messed up and made mistakes but who hasn’t? We are all sinners in our own ways but that doesn’t mean that we have another side to us or can change. I just think if you give somebody a chance they can really impress you and Miley Cyrus is one of those people. We all have our own opinions but in this case you have to see the movie to believe it. It can’t hurt to see it. You may hate her but the movie really shows another side of her.


Add a comment April 29, 2010


I express my feelings through words. Some people like to use physical fighting and verbal fighting to take out their feelings. I don’t feel it is really worth all the trouble to do that. It takes up too much energy fighting with someone. So I use poetry or random blogs about my feelings. Like if I’m feeling happy about a boy it may turn out like this:

In this world full of hurt and pain,
I need someone who would help me through the rain
To comfort me when I’m sad,
Doing everything just to make me glad

In this world I need a Brave Knight,
Who would never give up any fight
A knight who would dry away my tears,
Telling me to overcome my fears

A knight who loves me for who I am inside,
With him there’s nothing more I need to hide
A person who will still be standing strong,
Even though everything has gone wrong

I need someone who is willing to give me more,
Someone I can call my Knight in Shining Armor

There’s this boy and he’s more then I’ve ever imagined
There’s this boy and I’m kind of attracted to him
There’s this boy and he’s my knight in shining armor.
I will love him forever and always
My knight in shining armor

If I was upset about  a boy it would be something like this

I haven’t cried but
I haven’t smiled
I haven’t died but
I’m not alive
I’m a dreamer whose
Lost her dream
I’m a lover
Not a fighter
I’m inspired but
I’m not looking for inspiration
I’ve lost all my strength
I’ve not gained an ounce of it back
I’ve lost the one I love
And I’ve not found him

I’m not dying
I’m just heart broken

Those who are not writers can’t really express it that way so they take it out on others. I think writers are blessed in many ways. Writers, I think, are either very calm and aren’t into the fighting type thing. And other writers are more into writing because they hurt in some way and need a way to let it out. There are many different types of writers; they are either, obsessed lovers, abused and lonely, happy go lucky, sad and depressed,  and more. And some people just don’t show any interest in poetry or blogging. They are more into sports and other things. Poetry is just amazing. How your feelings can be transformed into words touching others in a way you never thought possible. I didn’t really get into poetry until I was a little older but now that I have I am happy that I did. 😀

Add a comment April 28, 2010

Too time has passed.

What happened to the time where we didn’t have girlfriends and boyfriends and we were too young to have cell phones. The time where we could actually go on vacation and enjoy ourselves and laugh and have a good time with your family.

As we grow older some of us believe our family is not cool enough for us. Some people believe that you must have a boyfriend or girlfriend to feel alright. Vacations aren’t fun because we don’t know how to have fun with our families. I’m sick and tired of people who think they can shut out their family and just life itself for a unhealthy relationship.

I’m fine by myself; but i’m not really alone. I have tons of friends and family and a church family; my life is fine. I don’t need some guy to make me feel alright. God is the only one who can complete me. If you believe a guy or a girl can “complete” you then you should think again. It’s not healthy.

Time has passed too much. I remember when you could go to school and just have fun not caring what you look like or if people like you. When you are younger you don’t have a care in the world but now that we are older it’s like you have to look perfect or you get made fun of. I don’t care if I look perfect. Yeah I want to look nice but I don’t care if somebody doesn’t like what I am wearing. They can deal with it. If I like it that is all that matters.

Other people if somebody doesn’t like them it is like the world has ended. That’s not me. I’m not the type that likes to start drama. I just hear about it and I laugh because the ones who start is complain about it but what they really don’t see is that they started it and their lives would be so much better without it.

I guess in all of this I wanted to point out that people need to just grow up. Stop causing drama. Be yourself. Don’t listen to bad things that people have to say about you. Laugh more. Just live life to the fullest. Don’t be afraid to have fun with your family and friends without it being all about your phone or your girlfriend or boyfriend. Take some time for a breather away from the ones who you think love you the most but really nobody loves you more then the Lord and your family. 😀

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Add a comment April 27, 2010

Dear Love

Dear Love,
I love you, I always have.  You make me feel happy on the days where I feel like I’m about to crash. And with out you here I am lost.  I miss you, I always will no matter if you’re here or there. You are not who you used to be; that girl changed you and you don’t even know it.  She makes you treat me like I am nobody and it’s like you are blind to other peoples feelings when you are around her. Your blind of everybody around you but her.  I don’t know how you treat other people but I hope its not the way you treated me because that was awful and I hope it never happens promises on the never. You and her don’t belong not to sound rude but you two just don’t mix.  It’s because you are treating people like dirt and it’s her fault because without her you were a nice, gentlemen sweet caring guy; you were just so amazing.  But that’s what some girls do they changes guys sometimes its good but you know what this time isn’t so good and I hope you started to realize that and all that you have done.  Now your being a jerk and like her little robot who does everything she says.  For now we will just be friends like your little girlfriend wants.  And for now I will stick to guys who are my friends no matter what and the ones who love me for who I am and nothing else.  So I will wait for Mr. Right because obviously he’s not here at the moment.

Yours Truly….

Add a comment April 27, 2010

Loves of my life.

So I really don’t know who to like at the moment. I still have a sort of crush on “HIM” but I don’t.  See it’s like in between. He has a girlfriend. Yes. But he messes with me and my heart. Like he will flirt and my mom even sees it but yet he has a girlfriend and sometimes he acts like he hates me so I don’t understand it. He pulls my heart thinking about whether or not to completely rip it. I think it’s because he thinks that he has me wrapped around his finger to do anything with me. Just because I liked him the more he does that the more I will despise him.  Other days he and I are talking up a storm together and our conversation never hits a dead spot and other days it is always hitting a dead spot or never has left the ground from the dead spot. He and his girlfriend are driving me crazy just about how he always talks about her. And sometimes I wish that he and I were the best of friends because it seems like that is all I am going to get from him. But he is a nice, concerned, Christian friend and I would be stupid to give him up as a friend and I don’t think he knows that but I can’t tell him that because I just can’t.  urg why does he do this to me???

p.s. this was written on Jan. 1, 2010 so my feelings have prob. changed by now but i thought i would put it on here anyway. hope you like it.

The Loves of my life,The guys behind all the crushes, first loves, and unsure loves.
These are my feelings about the guys on my mind. They will never be erased from my mind or my heart, even if another boy comes along and scraps his name and feelings into my heart. Their names will forever and always be stuck with me. All I ever do is draw hearts in my notebook. Writing his name, then his name, then his name. Scratching out one name then the next until the last name feels right. I do that over and over all day until I’m fine with the name left. But somehow all the names end up being not scratched out. Maybe it’s because I do care and have huge feelings for them all and each and everyone makes me a little more happier then the other. Some call it love well I do too but this kind of love is stretching a little more each day between three guys. I do love them but one does something that makes me so happy then makes me so mad with the next thing. So it’s kind of a love-hate relationship but in the end we both care deeply about each other. I was invisible to the sight of love before I met him. The second is mysterious beautiful guy who walked into my life accidentally not knowing if either one of us would fall. But we were deeply crushing close to falling but had no faith to fall. And the third I was not sure about, he had all the girls drooling over him but yet he fell for none of them. But then I started to realize the greater side of him became to secretly crush on him and I still have a growing heart about him and I don’t know if we will ever be but I can still dream and care about him and the same about the others.Maybe I will never be with one of them but I know I will find the right one for me even if it takes me a while I know he will fine me and if it is one of them then I will have had history with them and we will have a great story to tell over and over again. But for now I will remember that my prince charming will come even if It takes him awhile to jump on his horse and find me. But I know that one day he will even if all my hope fails in love he will come sweeping me off my feet with love. And we will start a never ending-ever lasting love like none other.First love will forever and always be with you and I have to thank one very special guy for walking into my life and opening my eyes to love. Without him I would have never believed in love..Thank you This is my heart it’s not a toy, so don’t break it Thanks

Add a comment April 27, 2010


So there are a couple inspirations in my life. Mostly my inspirations are singers.  I think that the reason most of my inspirations are singers is because I write and I sing and one day I may be a singer/songwriter but you never know.

First inspiration is Hayley Williams from Paramore.  One reason that she is my inspiration is because Paramore is my favorite band and they never give up on writing new songs for their fans. They are just amazing people. They went through a time where they were thinking of giving up on their band but they didn’t they kept strong and made new songs and learned to get along better then they were. And as a writer I look up to the people who inspire me to write something. Paramore is on the punk-ish side and some times when I let feelings out in writing I get that kind of punk-ish side and now I know where I get it from. Another reason why is because Hayley is so funky and crazy and has a great sense of style.  You never know what to expect in her style. She surprises her  fans with the craziest outfit but they fit her and they look cute on her. Though her outfits are not like Lady Gaga’s shes got her own sense of style in there. She doesn’t like to be dressed like other people when it comes to award ceremonies. But when it comes to concerts she will wear something like a funky graphic tee, a funky color of skinny tees, and converse. One week her hair will be red, another week it will be blond and some other time it will be red again but a different style. And thats what I like about her.

My second inspiration is Christofer Drew Ingle.  He may not be like anybody else. And he may have a challenging like but he is an amazing writer, he speaks the truth in his songs and that is what inspires me about him.  Even though his parents slip when he was younger and he didn’t have enough support to the point where the pressure to be good took over him which started his smoking addiction at 14. That is not something that inspires me. He may not be the perfect kid but I don’t judge him. He dropped out of school before he graduated to pursue his music career and his own recorded company. He still inspires me not to make those same mistakes. He regrets all that he has done in his life and feels it could have been different. But the words that he writes are unforgettable. Even though his life has been troubled doesn’t mean he isn’t a bad kid. And all the words that he sings are amazing his voice is unforgettable and just beautiful and pure.

My third inspiration I must say is usually somebody in my life, like a crush, a friend, somebody who has changed my life in anyway.  I don’t know why but they just are; there may be something in them that keeps me writing. About my crush (at that moment) just inspires me to write it may be their beauty, a talent they have, their kindness, or just my heart taking over. By my heart taking over I mean usually when I write a poem I am not myself; my heart takes over every word I say, which means that what I write is completely true. Just sometimes that happens. When I have no inspiration it usually takes me forever to write something. Something that really helps me is listening to my favorite songs or talking to my best friends. That really helps.

My fourth inspiration is Taylor Swift. I think Taylor is so sweet and her songs come from the heart and they are really easy to relate to if you been through something like that.  She makes her songs different from others and I really like that. She is so pretty and she just seems like a really sweet girl. I don’t like all country people but for some reason I like her. It is mostly because she is not too country and she doesn’t sing about her tractors or living on the farm or redneck city like the other country singers do and I really like that.  I can’t stand too country singers, they annoy me. Her style is so cute and I wish I had her clothes haha. Her hair is so amazing. I wish I had curly hair like her. I really haven’t seen any other curly haired girl have such silky beautiful curls like Taylor. And she just inspires me by all the words she writes and not giving up when something happens in her life like a breakup, a bad review, or a embarrassing moment on television  (stupid Kanye West). She is always up lifting when something like that happens. To get her feelings out she writes it in a song and we all know it will be the truth.

My fifth inspiration is Nick Jonas. Man has Nick been through a lot in his life. But somehow he seems to stick it out and write inspiring songs that inspire so many people out there.  He has many people who look up to him out there. Nick was diagnosed with Type One Diabetes at the age of 13. This changed his life. But he still does concerts and still is doing all that is possible for his fans. He never lets them down. He wrote the song “A little bit longer” about being in the hospital and about his diabetes. A lot of people who have diabetes really look up to him because he knows what they are going through. Nick he has developed the Change for the Children Foundation. Partnering with five different charities, their goal is to raise money and money and awareness for diabetes.

Add a comment March 30, 2010

All About ME! :D

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Hey the name is Erin.
I’m a sucker for guitar playing cuties.
I am currently single and loving life.
I was born on April 19, 1997
So I’m 13.
When I get older I wanted to study
Creative Writing or Music. 😀
I want to be a writer or an acoustic artist
I am a small town girl with big city dreams.
I have goals and I attend on reaching them.
My passion is music.
Which most of my friends should know.
Another passion of mine is writing.
I write anything from blogs, stories, to poems and songs.
I am who I am.
Nobody can change me for being me.
If you don’t like me for me I could care less
Because I’m not going to change.
I’m no ordinary girl.
That’s for sure.
I love to travel. Long car rides do not bother me. I think they are relaxing.
I’m a daddy’s girl! ♥
Since I write i’m also a big book reader
Favorite authors are Nicholas Sparks, Alice Sebold, Lois Lowry, Wilson Rawls and more.
I love to sing.
See I didn’t chose singing.
Singing chose me. 😀
At the moment I am being home schooled.
Due to medical issues.
I have Osgood Schlatter Disease
And Neurally Mediated Hypotension.
I’m in the 7th grade.
I love Jesus Christ.
I believe in love at first site.
I hate/scared of spiders, robbers, kidnappers, vans like the robbers van in home alone, cornfields and Barney.
Best friends are Delaney, Kendra, Emily And my newest bestest buddy Bekah
I have many other friends but they don’t fit for the role of best friends like these girls do 😀
All of these girls are amazing and I love them.
I am a faithful best friend.
If they cry. I’ll cry too. I’ll do anything to make them feel better. I give advice good but when it comes to my problems i’m clueless. But thanks to family and friends I make it through pretty good.
God really blessed me with the great people in my life.
I have an older brother named Daniel.
If you asked about him I would say he was a dork.
But I have to say that because I’m his little sister. 😛
Can you tell that I’m a writer??? haha.
Want to know more about me. Message me. 😀

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